Thanks to you im in the hospital. Thanks to you ive spoken to 20 doctors all telling me different things. Thanks to you i cant shower or go to the bathroom without someone watching me. I need help to undress myself. Thanks to you im being admitted to a diffefent hospital. One where i wont have my phone or anything. i blame you. Even if i didnt take anything, youd stillwould have put me here. This is your fault and its another thing ill never forgive you for. This is junior fucking year and now i cant even take my sats or finals or anything. Its all your fault. Have fun, bitch.
As if my day couldnt get any worse…..
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I love when I tell my mom im killing myself today because I hate my life and theres not changing it and she says “good, one less child to worry about.” IM NOT FUCKING KIDDING YOU ASSHOLE.
and when I die i’ll carve your name into the sky so when you look up you’ll know that im there, watching everything you do.
I truly believe that the reason I’m here is to tell you the truth. Your ending is here. You must understand that our friendship is done. Justified by the person that you have become. And because of the fact that enough is enough.
I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice. I hate my life. I wish I was dead. I literally have nothing to live for anymore so there’s no point. Im constantly disappointed. Im never told that im good enough. Everyone puts me down. Everyone is selfish, no one is selfless. Im always the second choice. I never do anything right. Im always let down. I never get my way. Nothing works out. No one is nice.
It’s time to face the truth. I will never be with you again. ~Learning to live with it~ ~giving up~ ~gave up~ ~done~
TELL ME WHERE LOVE GOES WHEN ITS GONE. IT GETS ACCUMULATED IN A PERSON AND IT NEVER GOES AWAY. IT JUST FUCKING SITS THERE AND HAUNTS YOUO. IT REMINDS YOU EVERYDAY OF WHAT YOU’VE LOST. EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE THAT WAS THERE AND NOW ISNT. EVERYONE THAT USED TO BE THERE AND NOW THEY’RE NOT. ITS A HUGE BLACK FUCKING HOLE THAT JUST SUCKS EVERYTHING AND MAKES YOU MISERABLE.. BLACK HOLES DONT FUCKING CLOSE UP AND GO AWAY. THEY GROW AND GET BIGGER.
